What am I to you?

What is this fear in my heart lately?

So much loneliness in my heart.

I am confident I won't be fine.

There will be an absolute pain.

Pain of regrets and broken love.

There will be an absolute fear.

Fear of losing you and part of me.

Only pain and fear I am afraid to have.

What else I can do to make you mine?

With these little impossible expectation.

With these one sided true feelings.

With these silent conversation about you in my heart.

With these hope of you and me being together.

With these little love in your heart.

What am I to you?

The alternative reflection of him.

The painkiller of your painful past.

The new spam email on your mailbox.

The pallete where every color mix together.

The umbrella you buy in the monsoon.

The dark shadow of your sunshine.

Am I just your new story?

The eraser of your past.

The pen for your present.

There will be a long poetry of regrets.

On a new paper of a notebook.

Painted in color of deep memories.

And the author is you.

What am I to you?

Aku